So I don’t go to the gym for like, a week and a half? And I feel/look like I haven’t been all summer. It’s almost discouraging me from going back. If I can’t maintain a schedule and progress is so fleeting, what’s the point?
Roller derby kicked my ass yesterday. I have significantly less energy and endurance than I did just a few weeks ago. As usual, I’ll blame my thesis, which kept me in my room in front of my computer all last week. Sometimes I daydream about the life I’ll have when this shiteating thing is over; how I’ll get my shit together and finally not feel like my life is on “standby”. Exhilirating.
That being said, I’d better get back at it. It’s serious crunch time, as I’ve been given a tentative defence date of September 10th… a month from yesterday.